Written 11/05/08


1. Nigger
A word that everyone else is afraid to define except in utter seriousness, for fear of being branded a rascist, in total ignorance of the colloquial usage of the word, its characterization in popular culture, and the populations of people it is used most by.

You shouldn't ever say the n-word, you rascist cracker asshole.



1. Nigger
Slang: Extremely Disparaging and Offensive.
a. a black person.
b. a member of any dark-skinned people.




I'm not afraid to use this word, and I shouldn't have to be either. I've said nigger at school before, and people freaked out. Ironically, there was an african-american sitting no more than 30 feet away from me, saying it every other word. WE ARE EQUAL. I cannot stress this enough. We are the same, we have the same rights. It'd be like saying only gays can use the word 'faggot' or 'dyke', no, it's still wrong, and insulting. Even if it's used between two blacks, it's not like that words definition automatically changes to a term of endearment, it doesn't work that way. I might as well say, 'hey, the water fountain over by the gym, yeah, you can't use that, because you're black'. Because that's basically what you're telling me. I can't say it, because I'm not black. Shit, I wish I had that kind of freedom. The fact that black people say it, and get away with it, makes me feel the need to say it aswell, because, well, why shouldn't I be able to? If you say it, I will say it. If you don't, neither will I. It's a two way street, and it means the same thing no matter who is saying it.

I think it's great that we elected a president of different color for a change. But he's not entirely black, and I doubt we've ever had a president that was entirely white. He's the first president to actually admit he had african-american blood (If you have Mr. Kennedy, you know what I'm talking about.) Abraham Lincon had atleast 1/4 african-american blood in him. Of course he would be an idiot to admit it back then. So, I think it's great that now, in this day and age, we can admit something like that, and it's completely okay. It shows a great deal of growth. I just hope that someday people of a certain race can say all the words in the english language... and that it's completely okay too.


I tend to get shit for doing stuff like this. I can't help that my favorite subjects to talk about just happen to be taboo. But I much rather be criticised, than have people not care. I've been into trying to make equality more... equal, for quite some time now, and over the past two months I've really gotten into it. It really got to me when I found out that some of the closest people to me, don't care. They don't care that we actually don't have a country of equality, they don't care that I'm actually wanting to do something about it, they don't see it as a problem, and are reluctant to help me. I need help, please, contact me. I wasn't just saying it in my last blog just to say it...



I want

to impact

the world

but can't

do it

alone.